Breakin The Habit

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
(unless i try to start again)
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'cause inside i realize
That i'm the one confused
[chorus]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why i have to scream
I don't knwo why i instigate
And say what i don't mean
I don't knwo how i got this way
I know it's not allright
So i'm
Breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'cause inside i realize
That i'm the one confused
[repeat chorus]
I'll paint it on the walls
'cause i'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why i have to scream
I don't knwo why i instigate
And say what i don't mean
I don't know how i got this way
I'll never be allright
So i'm breaking the habit
Tonight


Fuente: musica.com

In The End

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It starts with [one]
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind i designed
this rhyme to explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, didn't even know
I wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everythin inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a
memory of a time when i [tried so hard]

Tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter

One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind i designed this rhyme
to remind myself how (I tried so hard)
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so [far]
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a
memory of a time when I [tried so hard]

Tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn’t even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn’t even matter

I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn’t even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn’t even matter

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Crawlin

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Crawling in my skin
consuming what is real
fear is how i fall
confusing what is real

theres sumthing inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming confusing
this lack of self control i fear is never ending
controlling i cant seem

to find my self again my walls are closing in
(whith out a sence of confidence and im convinced that theres to much pressure to take)
ive felt this way before
so insecure

chorus
crawling in my skin
consuming all i feel
fear is how i fall confusing what is real

discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me
distracting reacting
beside my will i stand beside my own reflection
its haunting how i cant seem

to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(with out a sence of confidence and im convinced that theres to much pressure to take)
ive felt this way before
so insecure

repeat chorus

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Numb

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I'm tired of being what
you want me to be
feeling so faithless,
lost under the surface

I don't know what
you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes...
caught in the undertow,
just caught in the undertow...

Every step that I take is
another mistake to you...
caught in the undertow,
just caught in the undertow...
I've become so numb,
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired,
so much more aware
by becoming this
all i want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

Can't you see that
you're,smothering me?
holding too tightly,
afraid to lose control
cuz everything that
you thought I would be
has fallen apart
right in front of you...
caught in the undertow,
just caught in the undertow...
every step that i take
is another mistake to you...
caught in the undertow,
just caught in the undertow...
And every second i waste is more than I can take!

I've become so numb,
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired,
so much more aware
by becoming this all i want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you
And I know I may end the failing too
but i know you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you...

I've become so numb,
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired,
so much more aware
by becoming this all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

I've become so numb,
I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me...
I've become so numb,
I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being
what you want me...

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Forgotten

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From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I've forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won't escape me
But why should I care (2x)

There's a place so dark you can't see the end
(Skies cock back) and shock that which can't defend
The rain then sends dripping acidic questions
Forcefully, the power of suggestion
Then with the eyes shut looking thought the rust and rottendust
A small spot of light floods the floor
And pours over the rusted world of pretend
The eyes ease open and its dark again

From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I've forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won't escape me
But why should I care

In the memory you'll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up

Moving all around
Screaming of the ups and downs
Pollution manifested in perpetual sound
The wheels go round and the sunset creeps past the
Street lamps, chain-link, and concrete
A little piece of paper with a picture drawn
Floats on down the street till the wind is gone
The memory now is like the picture was then
When the paper's crumpled up it can't be perfect again

From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I've forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won't escape me
But why should I care (2x)

In the memory you'll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up

Now you got me caught in the act
You bring the thought back
I'm telling you that
I see it right through you (7x)

In the memory you'll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up (2x)

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¡¿Would?!

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Know Me Broken By My Master
Teach Thee On Child Of Love Hereafter

Into The Flood Again
Same Old Trip It Was Back Then
So I Made A Big Mistake
Try To See It Once My Way

Drifting Body Its Sole Desertion
Flying Not Yet Quite The Notion

Am I Wrong?
Have I Run Too Far To Get Home?
Am I Gone?
And Left You Here Alone
If I Would Could You?